hari ni hidup den cem tak betol sket. tadi pegi cafe beli pau tak bawak duit. pegi kiosk nak topup tapi unsuccesful. tak ingat number plak. adoi jarang topup sendiri. last last.. sok jee lah.
pulang ke bilik subuh-subuh tadi tetiba layan lagu cemni plak.. pahtu bangun kul 11! hoho nak sambung working drawing. (walhal korang lagi lambat kan? haha)
lagu nih? paham-paham jeee lah~ poning palow! (bak kate puad si budak klate) hati pun tak betol. dingin jee humm. resah dan gelisah. ogk.
no more nine…hey! it is ten already! time passes quickly..remember the time when you wrote 20 00 on your excercise book at school?? i’m @ standard 5 during that time.. now…..i’ll be writing 2010 as project’s date in my working drawing..
btw, happy new year! tomorrow, 010110 = we’ll be having studio trip to our project site @ pd!! haha takde tempat len! so laaaayan lah~ semoga tahun Satu Kosong merapatkan yang jauh.. =) impian. iman. dan kasih sayang (hubungan) ^^
oh! jangan lupa tahun baru islam juga ya!
NOTE: thank you wh for today! u made it! tho dalam keadaan tak stabil sket. (nanti orang bz kan?). pe pe pun, lake is so ‘interesting’.. haha. remember my heart can change in one second =)
Don’t want to talk much of it.. enough of the ’serious’ writing. ahaks. yess.. i have no more ‘teen’ right now. just wanna say thanks to all! for the lovely wishes!! wonderful nights..and surprise.
Received my ‘Xmas’ gift for the third times..Got 2 Santa’s stocking in the past few years.. now dapat hat plak!! aiyoo..had to wear it during dinner time! what’s next? complete all set! X)
Arrived home safely. but..owhh!! they got 2 bottle of snow spray!! shoot! the snow goes all over me.. haduih first time.. my sis punya keje. An** tuh memang mereng sket..hihi. she got me a cute pinky purple sketchbook!! hoho tanx mokcik!
The best thing today is to see my encemm imran dah becaa la dia! wohoo tough nye bdn diaa..gewam gewamm! hik
oh! my sis still keeps on asking me to join her paintball game..not enough people. ada sapa berminat? asap! hoho because for the moment, I just can say.. “nak wat keje la.. ;( sori next time okay!” dush! culture tak sketch lagi! w.drawing tak draw lagi! gambar tak edit lagi!!! byk!
btw, special thanx to Fi, Wh.. and madam yang postpone presentation research study!! and oh! yeah.. terima kasih kepada sesiapa yang tetap ingat dalam hati tho tak wish.. =)
Aduih saya dah besar la..tak boleh act seperti kanak-kanak lagi pasni! roomies, jgn bocor rahsia k..(ahak ahak) Malam ni saya balik!
An epic song.. love the melody and the lyric especially, since the first time i listened to it. Green Day.. always brings out something meaningful to the people.. and what does this lyric mean? definitely different interpretation.. let us think.
Do you know what’s worth fighting for?
When it’s not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You’re in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
When you’re at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn’t pass
Nothing’s ever built to last
You’re in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it’s time to live and let die
And you can’t get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You’re in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
btw, I still wonder why there is one…before 21 guns? heh..
“we meet each other because of someone. as long as i am with u..someone will be here. between us. I can’t afford to make you both separated”.
I’ve never mentioned this. thank you for always being by my side.. I wanted to go.. but i know you can’t let me though. how aa? heiiayaaa! waopuchetauuw aah!
it’s too late.
btw, lumut lah!!
NOTE: lately ku banyak mengarut la….haish. 4 days more to go before leaving home!! ughh layan ROCK Riot jumm!! guitar hero ke jom!!! geee
kadang-kadang.. apabila hati terasa gundah, kita lari ke hutan.. belok ke pantai..
I did it this evening.. this is true.
tiba-tiba.. kenapa? ku juga tidak tahu.. yang pasti.. mungkin, ku takut akan kehilanganmu. sampai kadang-kadang..ku rasakan, ku tidak patut muncul dalam hidup kamu dan mereka. ku tidak pandai meluahkan rasa dengan kata-kata. walaupun rasa jealous.
berkaitan dengan itu, kadang-kadang.. deep inside me, luka itu terlalu dalam. until it’s hard for me to believe that i am strong enough, to be healed. ‘maybe’ i am not. yet. walaupun dengan muka dan perangai yang kamu lihat ‘macam ni’ setiap hari. tiada sedikit niat untuk berdendam, cuma jika kamu mempunyai hati sepertiku, kamu mungkin akan faham.
do you really love me? i am confused.
ajal maut itu di tangan Tuhan. bila ku sudah tiada lagi nanti. adakah kamu akan kenangkanku
Pesanku : blog ku adalah milikku. jika tidak tahu..tidak elok membuat spekulasi. yang pasti..ni tidak ada kena mengena tentang pak cik. (tak perlu sebut dah)
apa-apa pun, this does not mean that I am not ok.. i still cute as usual (jgn marah :p)
ku tak sukakan spekulasi..rase naak jek make this post ‘password protected!’ duh!
Untuk teman-teman dan mereka yang tabah.. semoga kita berfikir..
“We ask God to forgive us for our evil thoughts and evil temper, but rarely, if ever ask Him to forgive us for our sadness.”
-R. W. Dale
“We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.”
Woke up at 6 am..heard something noisy. looked at the big screen in front of me with my half-opened eyes. it was still turning on..oh. i slept at the hall.. washed my face 3 times..and then bismillah……
10 minutes later. turned on my notebook.. his name suddenly breezed into my head. Redza Minhat! googling his profile but ended up reading his blog..kinda creative yet cynical, sarcastic and harsh writing..i have mentally caught up with the reading…until…my mum came and asked, “ad** (me) nak pegi umah a**** (sis) pukul berapa?” . i just realized what i am supposed to do this morning.. ouhh!!
*don’t read his blog if you are not clever enough. hehe btw, he’s cute..and intelligent. geeeee! who is he? malaysian writer, director and actor. (theatre)
NOTE: Kenapa kalo minum air breakfast kat rumah tak pernah habis ek? dari dulu..bukan tak sedap. membazir!
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