.EXPRESSIONISM.

 

I love this blog. but sometimes, in life..there must be something that we would decide to leave and wouldn’t bring along to the future.  coincidentally,  my external hard disk (contains all my ‘past’ thingy ) had disappeared  since few months back.  i think, this blog is the only prime memory left that i have.. i still love some of my works in here in the past. therefore, i’ll keep this blog.. but i will not update it anymore from now on.

 

I created this since few weeks ago.  There is no need to explain. i’ll move! http://blog.neollene.com is my latest site. do visit me if you are interested!

 

bye bye blog….luv you.

Expressionism, art diary, eye thinker, messy blog, scratch book

 

suatu petang,
ayah pulang ke rumah..
lalu terus bergegas keluar dengan pakaian serba putih

 

“nak ke mana?”
“Budak yang eksiden tu dah meninggal..”
“..Innalillahi wainna ilaihi rajiuun”

 

Ku terus bayangkan..jika perempuan itu adalah salah seorang kelurga kita macam mana?
Apakah perasaan ibu bapa dan orang-orang tersayang ketika ini?

 

“Remember to appreciate everybody around you..” sementara masih ada. - Sazzy falak.

*She has just lost her cousin yesterday.

  Meninggalkan dan ditinggalkan.. melukis kenangan dalam hati, sampai mati.

 

I’m leaving to uia..studio life will be starting by tomorrow.. the toughest sem of my degree. wish me luck!

 

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Camera + craziness

 

Location: Johor Bahru.
Date: 24 Nov 2009 .

Using their cameras. did not bring mine (service)

 

 

more on FB..

 

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Akulah Adi Putra
Melayu tidak pernah lupa

 

duduk tahun satu rasanya terseksa
tiada siapa peduli
tetapi aku bisa bedakan
ilmu Allah bagi dan ilmu diajar guru bermula dengan
‘A’, ‘B’, C ,’one’, ‘two’, ‘three’, ‘alif’, ‘ba’, ‘ta’

 

di mana trillion? di manakah billion?
di mana tahfiz Al Quran?
di mana doa2 para nabi para wali?
untuk apa aku disini?

 

aku berfikir rasional
aku berfikir international
pandai aku bijak aku comel aku
hanya untuk ditonton diuji dan dipuji
aku malu
alangkah ruginya mereka
untuk apa semua ini
di mana mata hati mereka?

 

pujian biar bertempat
marah biar bersopan
kurang ajar biarlah berbudi bahasa

 

tersirat mereka tak nampak
tersurat sahaja mereka lihat
di mana silapnya

 

Rasulullah memimpin ummah
hebatnya baginda
pimpinlah aku
doakanlah aku

 

aku punya cita-cita
aku punya idola
barangkali aku kecil mereka
hanya ketawa

 

Allah Maha Perkasa
tahfiz Al Quran itu hebat
Hafaz Yaasin itu penerang hati
matematik itu tunjang ilmu

 

ayuh bangsaku bangunlah
kita bertemankan islam
kita penuhkan ilmu didada
kita jadikan melayu hebat di persada dunia
bersamaku adi putra
akulah modal insan
anak melayu jati
wawasan 2020

 

takkan melayu hilang di dunia
pantang melayu menderhaka pada sultannya
pemuda harapan bangsa
pemudi tiang negara

 

mengapa bersembunyi diri di sebalik ibu pertiwi
sejengkalpun tanahairku dijajah
biar putih tulang jangan putih mata

 

Cik neollene memang tak tengok tv kat campus. I know show ni dah lama disiarkan. but that’s not the matter.

 

Apa yang cik neollene fikirkan, poem ni bukan just beri kita kesedaran tentang tanggungjawab kita as seorang pewaris bangsa Melayu.. dan juga seorang Muslim. tapi memberi kesedaran juga bahawa kelebihan atau ‘gift’ yang dikurniakan Tuhan kepada seseorang itu berbeza-beza mengikut kemampuan dan ketentuanNya. Memang kita nampak Adi sangat hebat dalam Matematik..Tapi sedar tak kita yang everyone pun has their own ‘power’ or ‘talent’. Bezanya cuma kelebihan adi lebih menonjol seawal usianya. Tidak semua orang boleh berpuisi.. tidak semua orang boleh berfalsafah.. boleh menyukat jisim proton, tenaga cahaya, rintangan litar,tekanan berpiuh ataupun kekuatan struktur. tidak semua orang boleh melukis sebuah wajah sang permaisuri sebegitu indah jika tidak dikurniakan Tuhan apa yang dinamakan sebagai bakat dan kehalusan seni tangan. dan tidak semua orang boleh ‘bercakap’, jika disuruh bercakap. dan macam-macam bidang lagi…

 

Glad that adi seperti matang dalam menangani anugerah yang dimilikinya dan tidak tersimpang dari jalan Penciptanya. Seawal usia 7 tahun, dia sudah tahu bersyukur dan sujud kepada Yang Maha Memberi..tahu akan kelebihan Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah. Berbeza dengan orang yang lebih besar dan matang daripada dia, tetapi cukup bermegah dan riak dengan kelebihannya..Apa yang ada pada pujian?

 

Pernah bertentang mata dengannya di SBPI Gombak..(kan myra, kak d?) Dia kelihatan seperti kanak-kanak biasa.. tetapi memulakan bicara dengan kata-kata yang mengagumkan. Dia mampu mencipta 200 ratus lebih rumus matematiknya sendiri..membuat kita ‘ternganga’ melihat cara dan daya ingatannya. Ketika bersekolah di International Islamic School dan UIA.. jiwanya meronta. Ramai orang yang marah padanya kerana kata mereka, adi ’sombong’. Tak mahu bersekolah seperti kanak-kanak lain. Tapi sedarkah kita, jika kita ditempatnya, apa yang akan kita rasa? Hidup mesti dihargai dan ilmu mesti diamalkan bukan?

Selain tu, Adi juga ada kelemahan. Tidak semua subjek yang dia betul-betul kuasai. Sebab itu Allah tidak berikan ’semua’ pada dia..

 

‘penuhkan ilmu di dada..jadikan melayu hebat di persada dunia.’ tak kira siapa pun kita. setiap insan memainkan peranan memajukan bangsa dan negara. barulah..takkan Melayu hilang didunia. =]

Dia. Adi. Saya. Ain. dia lain. saya lain. dia hebat. saya hebat gak. hehe

 

NOTE: Patutla Imran asalnya nak didaftar nama Adi.. Adi Imran.. umm.. mane beshh? hehe.

dah lame tak tulih ayat lengkap Bahasa Melayu SPM.. ^^ yeaacshh! pagi ni, (rabu) kena bangun awal.. 7.30 pagi dah kena anto ikan fwesh pada mama imwan! yak! (jauh kot!)

 

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Apaa yang penting?

 

Sheenyuuummm…(bukan kejemasa tau hehe)

 

- My semester break has started.. I got a small prang (small?) on the way back home. The car that I drove had a little crash with divider at the road side. Small part of the bonnet bent inwardly. This happened near to Serdang toll.

I was just blinded for a second! thaa daa! Then it all happened. Perhaps I was imagining drifting in Too Fast Too Furious movie during the accident! haha duh! I then continued my driving at 60km per hour. still shocked..believe it. Reached at home safely, Glad that my father just..said, “ape? teruk tak? dah dah pi masuk rumah esok je cakap!”. uh huu..

 

- My second sister has just got her job at the same company with my eldest sister but in different department and office. She’s staying at the KLIA HQ and my eldest is on the site..Now i’ll make sure that i can POW her some ongkos for my stuffs! ahah since they are in the same, I did ask this civil (engineering) people;

 

Me: Is there any architect working?
Her: design team ada! BUT they are small.
Me: hooo..

 

- Most everyone gave good review and comments for the Autobots movie (teran-pom-ersh!). Yes I did enjoy watching the CGI and special effects.. But, in the aftermath, why the decepticons (especially THE FALLEN) are being killed so easily meh? haiyooh not challenging at all la..

by the way, love both Sam and Mikaela. =) but Mikaela is too loyal and hooot for Sam.. geee. the NEST military should also send a team to protect Sam and the Matrix..He’s just an ordinary guy, not a superhero that is hero..hehe. Sun Harvester that looks like so gempak (powerful), too, is eventually destroyed by only a few attacks..it doesn’t worth huh? hoho too much expectation from me.

 

- I had unofficially terminated my maxis 719++++ no. If there is any urgent contact, do ask my best buddies to get my current no. tq.

 

- to be continued…

 

………………………..

*U.V - UPDATED VERSION.

 

-Spent my weekdaysss and working day somewheree somewheree..

 

 

16 JUNE - Stepped into Istana Budaya for the 2nd time this month. First, it was a theatre ‘Mana Setangginya’.. went out with Kelong and Kudik Jr. and got cheap tickets because it was offered by Theatre Club IIUM. cheap ticket for an expensive seat.. we just sat next to the stage. unbelievable chance. An epic story that involves conflict, musical and lesson. not bad..

 

 

 

27 JUNE - The Next is.. Konsert Satu by Dato’ Siti Nurhaliza. The concept, SATU is inspired by ‘SATU MALAYSIA’ that has been introduced by our PM. doesn’t need to touch on the vocal.. She’s great. Everybody knows. So what’s the thing that differs from other concert?

 

 

She’s more dramatic..with narrative songs and feeling.

 

I can still remember when she said,

“Kadang-kadang ada kalanya kita rasa tertekan dan lemas.. tak berdaya untuk menanggungnya. Tapi Siti tak boleh marah, jadi Siti lepaskan melalui lagu yang siti tulis.. supaya rasa itu dapat dikongsi bersama..”. sort of.

 

‘Bukan Cinta Biasa’, ‘Dialah Di hati’, ‘Wanita’, ‘Bila Harus Memilih’, ‘Cuba Untuk Mengerti’, ‘Biarlah Rahsia’, and ‘Bisakah’ are the songs that can make us empathize with her soul and feeling while listening to her voice and dramatic performance.

Personally, the best performance that I like most are ‘Mulanya Cinta’ and ‘Destinasi Cinta.’ Love the closet and the marching part! it was so energetic..She had also said,

“Lagu ni merupakan lagu yang siti suka sangat. Lagu ni boleh membawa kita mengenang kembali saat kita mula merasai cinta, memikirkan tentang hati dan perasaan..”

 

Overall, it is a worth concert to be watched.. Just expecting more on ‘Ku Milikmu’ and ‘Percayalah.’ they looked simple in my eyes..huhu. The concert was ended by her current hit, ‘Di Teman Teman’.

 

29 JUNE - thanks to orang jauh (you-know-who-you-are) for accompanying me on working day. Sending my ‘dearie’ COMPAQ laptops to IMBI hospital. ‘he’ has not fully recovered yet. The doctor (technician) might not do their job properly.. When I let it run for a while..5 minutes later, it would started to be faint. hoho luckily it was still within warranty period. -went to low yat searching for new bag.. and watched the revenge of the fallen.

-the end.

 

NOTE: PICTURES ARE COMING SOON..

 

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Neollene.com main directory server had encountered internal server error since tomorrow evening. really worked hard to find out what’s the matter behind it. I became panicky.

It started to happen when I tried to restore my back up database files from the previous server into this current server. The database couldn’t be found and selected..

 

What I think is, ‘CODE IS MAGIC.’

 

It is about ‘Trial & Error’ (I remember, someone always said this). Then it is fine right now. working normally. Happy for it.. (>.<)

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In the Name of Allah.Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

 

Had such tiring days lately.. and felt bad at the midnight.. truly nightmares.. perhaps having insomnia, headache.. not migrain I wish. Going through such hard times with somewan.. hmm just stay.. strong.. together.. we.. survive.. promise kan?

 

Ok, by the railway.. I had been tagged! (urhh malasnyee) by someone.. Yes.. luckily that she’s Azie.. my lovely roommate (ex). If not.. perhaps I need to say sorry.. I think*.


Ni promote blog Azie ke pe nih? huhu

 

Ok.. just begin this thing..

 

Follow these steps:

• Take a recent photo of yourself OR take a picture of yourself RIGHT NOW.
  Recent photo? have some.. but, can’t put them here.. then, take a picture of myself.. Yes, I did it..

• DON’T change your cloth. DON’T fix your hair, just take a picture.
  Nope. I didn’t change my cloth.. and just let my hair be free.. Snap!
• Post that picture with NO editing.
  There is no editing except for resizing the picture.
• Post this instruction with your picture.
  Yes.. I post them all then!

Tadaa! this is me! err..just accept me the way I am please..ngee

It does not mention that we have to snap a picture of our body or face right? I hate such instruction like this.. let’s break it. err.. azie pleaze don’t get mad with me yah.. ^.^

 

• Tag 10 people to do this.
  Humm.. No.. no.. no need lah! full stop.

 

NOTE: “TAG.. Apa ni ek?” (saje wat2 taktau)

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In the Name of Allah. Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

 


Gambar ni di ambil di A&R Machap otw balik dari JB 4 hari lepas.. Lebih kurang pukul 7.13 malam.


 

Ramai yang mungkin naik muak tengok post-post sebegini di blog cik neollene.. Tapi apa yang cik neollene cuba lakukan hanyalah luahan (ekspresi) atau cetusan idea dan perkongsian imej-imej yang lahir dari pemikiran dan jiwa cik neollene.. yang diambil mengikut keadaan, cara hidup dan pengalaman diri.

Kata-kata itu pula adalah dari Diari Bicara Hati cik neollene yang cik neollene tulis berdasarkan pengalaman dan pemerhatian sendiri.. Tidak semestinya tulisan lahir setelah imej terhasil. Mungkin lebih awal dari itu.

 

Sedangkan blog ini pula dinamakan EXPRESSIONISM di mana itu merupakan satu istilah yang cik neollene ambil daripada sejarah art movement di eropah yang mana cik neollene ubah atau sesuaikan mengikut cara cik neollene sendiri dan perkembangan teknologi fotografi serta imej digital yang lebih dekat dengan cik neollene.

 

Kalau anda punya soalan seperti, “Kenapa perlu diekspres?”

Jawapannya, itu adalah salah satu cara cik neollene menangani kehidupan yang penuh dengan cabaran tanpa mengganggu orang lain. Cik neollene tidak suka bercerita, tidak suka membuka aib orang.. mahupun tidak mahir meluahkan emosi melalui lagu seperti orang lain.

 

atau “Kenapa sibuk-sibuk edit gambar dan tulis ayat poyo-poyo?”

Jawapannya, cik neollene edit gambar memang untuk kepuasan diri cik neollene sendiri..tapi di samping itu, cik neollene juga ada motif lain yang tersendiri untuk menjelaskan keadaan dan untuk mengumpul karya untuk masa depan cik neollene. Because time is money.. Money is business! Business is about how you manage it.. doakan kejayaan cik neollene..

Cik neollene ada perancangan menukar layout blog ini untuk disesuaikan dengan EXPRESSIONISM.. cuma belum ada masa lagi unuk redesign bog ini.. Jika tiada masalah dengan coding, InsyaAllah suatu hari nanti.

Sekiranya anda merasakan imej-imej cik neollene tiada berunsur ’seni’ atau tidak menarik.. Cik neollene tidak kisahkan itu semua. Jika tidak suka, tidak perlu dilihat. Itu sahaja. sekian.

 

What is Expressionism? From ArtCyclopedia,

“Expressionism is a style in which the intention is not to reproduce a subject accurately, but instead to portray it in such a way as to express the inner state of the artist. The movement is especially associated with Germany, and was influenced by such emotionally-charged styles as Symbolism, Fauvism, and Cubism.”

 

or from Wikipedia, it is translated as,

“The tendency of an artist to distort reality for an emotional effect; it is a subjective art form. ”

 

NOTE: heh..skema sungguh ayat! haha

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I’m slowly working on a new theme;

 




Expressionism.. the art of expression..

 

Gonna talk about it soon..

 

NOTE: Many things are more important and have to be done earlier..yes.

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Search engine + ing = search engining.. muahaha

I’m exploring new publishing platform for this website. I haven’t decide yet either to remain using wordpress or joomla or php-nuke or what..

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New hosting.. new server.. new control panel.. new version.. new installation.. and new life! wheeehuu

I lost my database; pictures, audios, and some clips.. meaning to say that I have to start everything from the beginning. I can’t even contact or sending mails to my previous hosting in order to get my database back..huhu their server is still down.. forever and ever i think.

Neollene.com will be back sooon.. neollene’s aliive!

ila’alliqaa’.. dum dumba dumm.. dum

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